Ok, so a LOT has gone down the past few weeks. Found out GREAT news, had some bad news, hit rock bottom and climbed my way back up. I’m still working on getting to that happy stage in my life. I just can’t find out who i want to be just yet i suppose. I’m enjoying my job so much. Except it’s now difficult because of that douche nozzle being around. Word of advice…DON’T fall for a co-worker. In the end, you get dumped and lied to and you are forced to see their dumb ass face every single day, and it’s a constant reminder of how big of a loser you are. BUT on the bright side, my job might be sending me to Oklahoma for a week or two for a grand opening. That’s a paid ticket, they give me 90 bucks for the weeks for food and shit, and I get to make bank with the bonus. I’m pretty excited. I honestly didn’t think i could love my job as much as i do. I wouldn’t leave for anything. The down side….i hate growing up. I hate struggling to make ends meet. CFA is amazing, but not enough to pay bills and live off of. I REALLY need a second job. It would be so much helpful. My friend DJC has been on my mind a lot lately. He’s leaving for basic training soon and i forgot how much that stresses me out. I hope he still wants to write me… More later kiddos, I’ve been up since 8 am and worked a double. Coffee is finally wearing off and I’m passing out. Goodnight Faggles. 
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